A Girl Who Has a Fat Day, Everyday.

I am back in the 150’s, weighing in a 158 pounds. Hopefully I shall NEVER be back in the 160’s. Some people looks stunning in the 160’s, but I can tell you, it does not sit well on me. All my weight goes to lower part of my tummy, my ass and my the top of my thighs. Then I have stupid gangly arms and legs :P

Need to keep at this. So very tired of being the fat friend! For example, both of my housemates are over 2 stone heavier than I, yet they both look amazing. One of them has no tummy what so ever, flat as a pancake. Clearly I am not meant to be this heavy.

Before I camt to uni, a year and a half ago, I was about a stone and a half lighter than this, and felt incredibly fat then. Now I just wish I was that size again!

And it’s definitely helping :)

Having little lapses. But it’s alright. I think.

Might be going on holiday in summer now though, so that’s a bit of motivation.

Day One has gone well, eating habits good, laziness cut down.

Unfortunately couldn’t attend dance class this week due to me stupidly arranging my asda shopping to come at a time that overlapped. Doh.

So my boyfriend came over to visit, and he’s not into healthy eating one little bit. What with Valentine’s Day, meals out and such, I have pretty much undone any work I’ve put in so far. Which is bad. Very bad.

However, what is good, is that I’ve realised how awful this made me feel. I also have been feeling more tired, groggy and heavy since my 5 days of terrible eating. So after today, it’s back to the healthy lifestyle where I’m slowly beginning to realise, I belong.

My shopping is delivered tomorrow evening. AND SO IT BEGINS.